Remember Everything

I think every blogger out there - if they blog their reality - thinks at some point, "What if 'so-and-so' reads this? What would they say? I'm speaking my thoughts and feelings and my truth, but would they see it as hate or hurtful?" For me those people are my parents.

I bought a Five Finger Death Punch album recently "American Capitalist" and it had this song "Remember Everything" that said a lot of how I've felt so I thought I'd run those lyrics here.

Dear mother, I love you

I'm sorry, I wasn't good enough

Dear Father, forgive me

Cause in your eyes, I just never added up

In my heart I know I failed you, but you left me here alone

If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?

Cause I remember everything.

If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?

Cause I remember everything.

But dear brother, just don't hate me

For never standing by you, or being by your side

Dear sister, please don't blame me

I only did, what I thought was truly right

It's a long and lonely road, when you know you walk alone

If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?

Cause I remember everything.

If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?

Cause I remember everything.

I feel like running away

I'm still so far from home

You say I'll never change but what the fuck do you know?

I'll burn it all to the ground, before I let you run

Please forgive me, I can't forgive you now.

If I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain?

Cause I remember everything.

If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets?

Cause I remember everything.

It all went by so fast; I still can't change the past

I always will remember, everything

If we could start again, would that change the end?

We remember everything.

Songwriter(s): Thomas Jason Grinstead, Zoltan Bathroy, Jeremy Spencer, Ivan Moody 
Copyright: Five Finger Death Punch, Sony/Atv Tunes Llc, Ffdp Music, Sony/Atv Songs Llc